Pfffffffff

So here's the deal. Yesterday I decided that I'm going to give it a go and try to stay in Austin until the end of the year. This is going to require me to find some sort of job to make ends meat with. I don't think that'll be too difficult but just like everything else I try to do I find a way to make it more difficult than it should be. What I'm battling with is I'm not really sure if I should search for a part time job that is basic and really doesn't require a degree, or if I should give something a little more professional a shot. If I weren't planning to leave for the first job offer I got I wouldn't see a reason not to get the latter, but I don't want someone to go to the trouble of training me and thinking that they have a good thing going and then just leave. I'd rather someone just find another employee quick and easy. But I'm not sure.....

Another thing that has come up that could possibly be be cool would be getting a real estate license and giving that a go. I've thrown the idea around to a couple people and so far it seems like it might be a good idea. Even my mother jumped on the idea and seemed to be really supportive. My moms support on the matter is definitely a big factor in my even considering the idea. Never thought it would be an option, but I'm really starting to like the idea of it. I actually like it a lot. We'll see what happens.

So life has been kind of rough not having a job and all, but lately there have been some new curve balls I wasn't expecting as well. Definitely ben distracted a lot but thank God I think I finally feel like I'm getting back on track. Sometimes my priorities and focus gets thrown off and it takes me running into a wall to realize that i've veered of the road I was on. What really gets me is the fact that the new road isn't a bad thing, you could think of it as more of a detour or different route to just about the same place. I really just need Gods guidance at this point in my life. Way to many possibilities and decisions to make that should not be made without a lot of prayer.